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I'm Richelle Anne de Castro Bartolome, normally called Chelle or Rich.
A 22-year old lady from Sta. Cruz, Manila who loves to express her randomness through her online journal. A Thomasian by heart. A counselor who loves to give advices but finds
it difficult to deal with her own miseries in love and life. An introvert, trying to live her life outside her box. And a hopeless romantic who would do
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Sige lang. GO.
Masakit kapag sinabihan ka ng malabo ng taong mahal mo. Malabo saan? Dahil mahal mo siya at nasasaktan ka dahil iniwan ka niyang mag-isa? Dahil para sayo, walang basehan yung nararamdaman nya?
San ko pa ba ilulugar yung sarili ko? Pakiramdam ko, wala akong karapatang ipakita kung anung nararamdaman ko. Ang hirap na nga ng sitwasyon, ganito pa ipaparamdam mo sakin. Haay. Mali lahat 'to eh.
Bakit ka pa kasi dumating sa buhay ko? Bakit pa kasi kailangang umabot sa ganito? Hindi naman ako nagsimula nito eh. Winarn naman kita. Pero bakit ganito? Ako yung naiwan sa ere. Grabe.
Sige. Ipamukha mo pa saking ako ang mali dito. Tatanggapin ko. Sumaya ka lang. Dahil kahit anu namang paliwanag ko, ako pa rin ang lalabas na masama, ako pa rin yung malabo. Tapos ang usapan. Wala nang paliwanagan.
Another failure. Harhar.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 | Time: Wednesday, June 16, 2010 |
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Another failed relationship for me. :( Nakakaloko lang kasi ganito pero ayus lang. I have no choice naman eh. Tulad nga ng sinabi ko, hindi naman na pwedeng ipilit ang isang bagay na hindi para sayo. Siguro nga, hindi lang talaga natin pwedeng makuha ang lahat ng magagandang bagay ng sabay sabay. Okay family ko kahit papanu, dumating sya sa life ko and finally, I felt complete again after some time, and I had another work, na super tagal ko pinagpray. Puro good things, right? Pero after a short time, nawala agad yung isa dun. He left me. One good thing in my life suddenly disappeared - nang wala akong kalaban - laban. Masakit. Sobra. Lalu pa't pati yung nararamdaman ko, kinikuwestyon nya pa mismo. Alam ko, as usual, a big part of what happened has been my fault pero now, I should not think about it. Big part din naman talaga ng nangyari ay fault nya. Hindi lang rin talaga siguro kami tugma. Meron lang sigurong mga taong ganun. Kaya accept na lang. Tutal nakayanan ko naman masurvive yung nangyari samin ni Lhon dati, panu pa ngayun, di ba? Lalu nang kaya ko. Walang duda yun. Yun nga lang, I have to be undergo the same things again. I need to endure all the pain it'll give me. Sana lang nde sya ganun katagal. Sana mawala yung feelings ko nang mabilis tulad ng pagkawala nya sa buhay ko. Masakit kasi ganun ganun lang. Masakit kasi ganun nya lang ako kadaling i-give up. Na porke he has problems with his family at ako yung latest sa buhay nya, ako yung pinili nyang pakawalan. :(( Pero ganun talaga. If I love him, I should let him go and do nothing else but wish for his happiness. I know I can do this. I'm sure of that. I just hope someday maayus nya lahat ng problems nya. I'll stay if he wants to pero lalayo rin ako dahil yun naman talaga ang nararapat. Magiging masaya rin ako in the future, alam ko yun. :)
In One Click.
Why does everything needs to turn the other way this fast?
Nasasaktan ako. Nahihirapan ako. Napapagod na ako. Kailangan ba palaging ganito? Ako ba mei problema dito? Gusto ko lang namang maging masaya eh. Pero bakit parang nde ko makuha yun? I'm trying to change. I'm adjusting. Pero bakit ako pa rin ang mali? Ganito na lang ba talaga lahat 'to? Nakakasawa eh. Parang puro na lang sakit. Siguro nga nakahanap na ako ng katapat ko. Willing naman ako isubmit sarili ko sa kanya eh. Willing ako magbago. In fact, sinisimulan ko na. Sinusubukan ko. Kahit hindi nya sinabi, willing akong gawin, maayus lang lahat dahil ayokong maulit yung dati. Pero bakit ganito? Ang unfair kasi sya okay, ako hindi. Hindi ako pwedeng magvoice out ng side ko kasi kahit gawin ko yun, ako pa rin yung masama. Bawal magtampo, bawal magreklamo. Kasi ganun eh, ganito yung situation so dapat tanggapin na lang. Eh panu naman ako?? Yung needs ko? Ang hirap. Ayoko basta mag give up. Gusto kong intindihin dahil 25 days pa lang naman yung lumilipas. Pero hanggang kelan??
Thankful. :)
I am still the same. I haven't changed. But I am happy 'cause he never fails to understand me. He accepts my faults, immaturity and selfishness. He does not condemn me for who I am. He loves me. And though sometimes, it seems that I don't feel it, it doesn't matter 'cause I know that he does. He has his own ways of making me feel it every time we are together. He has his ways of taking care of me and looking deeply into it shows how much he does not want to let me go. I love him and I don't want to lose him. He's an answered prayer and I'm so blessed that he came into my life. Just in time that I was about to give up - again.
Unexpected Happiness.
There's this one guy who came unexpectedly in my life. He arrived when I was finally able to accept the reality of my past. Right timing, as it can be described. He made me feel that someone can still care for me and that someone can still appreciate me for what and who I am. He made me feel loved, wanted and especially, he made me feel happy in these times when I mostly needed it. It's been a year since I've last felt the same feeling and it really feels like I am the lucky girl in the world. I never did expect that this will come real soon and that it would be an answered prayer for me. I love him. And it really feels good to know that he does it too. I just wish that this would lead to a happy ending 'cause I really don't want to get hurt again. :)
* Sorry for the immaturity and selfishness Jecs. I'll make it up to you, I swear. I love you so much. ^_^Labels: 2010, in love, thoughts
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Sige lang. GO.
Masakit kapag sinabihan ka ng malabo ng taong mahal mo. Malabo saan? Dahil mahal mo siya at nasasaktan ka dahil iniwan ka niyang mag-isa? Dahil para sayo, walang basehan yung nararamdaman nya?
San ko pa ba ilulugar yung sarili ko? Pakiramdam ko, wala akong karapatang ipakita kung anung nararamdaman ko. Ang hirap na nga ng sitwasyon, ganito pa ipaparamdam mo sakin. Haay. Mali lahat 'to eh.
Bakit ka pa kasi dumating sa buhay ko? Bakit pa kasi kailangang umabot sa ganito? Hindi naman ako nagsimula nito eh. Winarn naman kita. Pero bakit ganito? Ako yung naiwan sa ere. Grabe.
Sige. Ipamukha mo pa saking ako ang mali dito. Tatanggapin ko. Sumaya ka lang. Dahil kahit anu namang paliwanag ko, ako pa rin ang lalabas na masama, ako pa rin yung malabo. Tapos ang usapan. Wala nang paliwanagan.
Another failure. Harhar.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 | Time: Wednesday, June 16, 2010 |
0 tears dropped
Another failed relationship for me. :( Nakakaloko lang kasi ganito pero ayus lang. I have no choice naman eh. Tulad nga ng sinabi ko, hindi naman na pwedeng ipilit ang isang bagay na hindi para sayo. Siguro nga, hindi lang talaga natin pwedeng makuha ang lahat ng magagandang bagay ng sabay sabay. Okay family ko kahit papanu, dumating sya sa life ko and finally, I felt complete again after some time, and I had another work, na super tagal ko pinagpray. Puro good things, right? Pero after a short time, nawala agad yung isa dun. He left me. One good thing in my life suddenly disappeared - nang wala akong kalaban - laban. Masakit. Sobra. Lalu pa't pati yung nararamdaman ko, kinikuwestyon nya pa mismo. Alam ko, as usual, a big part of what happened has been my fault pero now, I should not think about it. Big part din naman talaga ng nangyari ay fault nya. Hindi lang rin talaga siguro kami tugma. Meron lang sigurong mga taong ganun. Kaya accept na lang. Tutal nakayanan ko naman masurvive yung nangyari samin ni Lhon dati, panu pa ngayun, di ba? Lalu nang kaya ko. Walang duda yun. Yun nga lang, I have to be undergo the same things again. I need to endure all the pain it'll give me. Sana lang nde sya ganun katagal. Sana mawala yung feelings ko nang mabilis tulad ng pagkawala nya sa buhay ko. Masakit kasi ganun ganun lang. Masakit kasi ganun nya lang ako kadaling i-give up. Na porke he has problems with his family at ako yung latest sa buhay nya, ako yung pinili nyang pakawalan. :(( Pero ganun talaga. If I love him, I should let him go and do nothing else but wish for his happiness. I know I can do this. I'm sure of that. I just hope someday maayus nya lahat ng problems nya. I'll stay if he wants to pero lalayo rin ako dahil yun naman talaga ang nararapat. Magiging masaya rin ako in the future, alam ko yun. :)
In One Click.
Why does everything needs to turn the other way this fast?
Nasasaktan ako. Nahihirapan ako. Napapagod na ako. Kailangan ba palaging ganito? Ako ba mei problema dito? Gusto ko lang namang maging masaya eh. Pero bakit parang nde ko makuha yun? I'm trying to change. I'm adjusting. Pero bakit ako pa rin ang mali? Ganito na lang ba talaga lahat 'to? Nakakasawa eh. Parang puro na lang sakit. Siguro nga nakahanap na ako ng katapat ko. Willing naman ako isubmit sarili ko sa kanya eh. Willing ako magbago. In fact, sinisimulan ko na. Sinusubukan ko. Kahit hindi nya sinabi, willing akong gawin, maayus lang lahat dahil ayokong maulit yung dati. Pero bakit ganito? Ang unfair kasi sya okay, ako hindi. Hindi ako pwedeng magvoice out ng side ko kasi kahit gawin ko yun, ako pa rin yung masama. Bawal magtampo, bawal magreklamo. Kasi ganun eh, ganito yung situation so dapat tanggapin na lang. Eh panu naman ako?? Yung needs ko? Ang hirap. Ayoko basta mag give up. Gusto kong intindihin dahil 25 days pa lang naman yung lumilipas. Pero hanggang kelan??
Thankful. :)
I am still the same. I haven't changed. But I am happy 'cause he never fails to understand me. He accepts my faults, immaturity and selfishness. He does not condemn me for who I am. He loves me. And though sometimes, it seems that I don't feel it, it doesn't matter 'cause I know that he does. He has his own ways of making me feel it every time we are together. He has his ways of taking care of me and looking deeply into it shows how much he does not want to let me go. I love him and I don't want to lose him. He's an answered prayer and I'm so blessed that he came into my life. Just in time that I was about to give up - again.
Unexpected Happiness.
There's this one guy who came unexpectedly in my life. He arrived when I was finally able to accept the reality of my past. Right timing, as it can be described. He made me feel that someone can still care for me and that someone can still appreciate me for what and who I am. He made me feel loved, wanted and especially, he made me feel happy in these times when I mostly needed it. It's been a year since I've last felt the same feeling and it really feels like I am the lucky girl in the world. I never did expect that this will come real soon and that it would be an answered prayer for me. I love him. And it really feels good to know that he does it too. I just wish that this would lead to a happy ending 'cause I really don't want to get hurt again. :)
* Sorry for the immaturity and selfishness Jecs. I'll make it up to you, I swear. I love you so much. ^_^Labels: 2010, in love, thoughts
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