My 22nd birthday's coming up in six days. I'm not really excited about it 'cause of the fact that I'm not gonna celebrate it anymore with him. A certain species also has the same special day as mine which will surely spoil that day. But still, I have no choice but to celebrate that day and not be affected by everything that happened and by that stupid bitch. :)Anyways,, I've prevented myself from making a birthday wish for this year. I did not make a particular wish for my birthday 'cause I know that what I'm gonna wish would not be good for me. Alam kong nde ko dapat i-wish yung gusto kong wish kaya nde na lang din ako magwiwish. Hehehe :)) Basta sana na lang magakaron na ako ng peace of mind - which I know would be possible if I can get to have the closure I want from everything that happened. Pero syempre nde na rin ako umaasa dun. I just hope that the coming year for me would be good and would be more productive. :> So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me. :))

I know I can't really be with you anymore. I know you're happy and contented with her already. You've taught me a lot but sana you also taught me how to be strong. Sana you left me without breaking me. I love you so much that I have to stop fighting for you 'cause it's not getting anywhere anymore. I love you so much that I have to let you be with her forever. Until now, I still don't know your reasons for hurting me but I don't care to know them anymore. I'll just try to understand them 'cause I believe that those were the ones that would make you happy. All I ever wanted is your happiness and that's what I'm giving you. I hope someday you'll be able to realize that I did everything just for you to be happy. I'm not hoping that you're gonna be back for me but I'll still be waiting and wishing for it to come. I just hope that I was able to make you happy once in your life 'cause that would make me happy too. ILY and IMY so much.

My 22nd birthday's coming up in six days. I'm not really excited about it 'cause of the fact that I'm not gonna celebrate it anymore with him. A certain species also has the same special day as mine which will surely spoil that day. But still, I have no choice but to celebrate that day and not be affected by everything that happened and by that stupid bitch. :)Anyways,, I've prevented myself from making a birthday wish for this year. I did not make a particular wish for my birthday 'cause I know that what I'm gonna wish would not be good for me. Alam kong nde ko dapat i-wish yung gusto kong wish kaya nde na lang din ako magwiwish. Hehehe :)) Basta sana na lang magakaron na ako ng peace of mind - which I know would be possible if I can get to have the closure I want from everything that happened. Pero syempre nde na rin ako umaasa dun. I just hope that the coming year for me would be good and would be more productive. :> So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me. :))

I know I can't really be with you anymore. I know you're happy and contented with her already. You've taught me a lot but sana you also taught me how to be strong. Sana you left me without breaking me. I love you so much that I have to stop fighting for you 'cause it's not getting anywhere anymore. I love you so much that I have to let you be with her forever. Until now, I still don't know your reasons for hurting me but I don't care to know them anymore. I'll just try to understand them 'cause I believe that those were the ones that would make you happy. All I ever wanted is your happiness and that's what I'm giving you. I hope someday you'll be able to realize that I did everything just for you to be happy. I'm not hoping that you're gonna be back for me but I'll still be waiting and wishing for it to come. I just hope that I was able to make you happy once in your life 'cause that would make me happy too. ILY and IMY so much.