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I'm Richelle Anne de Castro Bartolome, normally called Chelle or Rich. A 22-year old lady from Sta. Cruz, Manila who loves to express her randomness through her online journal. A Thomasian by heart. A counselor who loves to give advices but finds it difficult to deal with her own miseries in love and life. An introvert, trying to live her life outside her box. And a hopeless romantic who would do anything for her real prince charming. Ü Follow me?


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Still floating.
Friday, March 27, 2009 | Time: Friday, March 27, 2009 | 0 tears dropped


It's been a while nung last ako "nag-update" nitong blog ko. Yeah, I've been posting stuffs lately pero I haven't had the motivation to post something about what is currently happening in my life. I don''t know why. Sa totoo lang, until now, nagflofloat pa rin ako sa situation na hindi ko madefine. Nahihirapan ako. Pero I just can't do anything about it. I've made mistakes and still I haven't learned from them. Hindi ko alam kung hindi ko lang talaga narerealize yung mga pagkakamaling yun or hindi ko lang matanggap na ganun and nirerepress ko na naman tulad ng favorite kong ginagawa. Ang saklap lang kasi ang tanda ko na pero ganito pa rin ako. Pathetic.

For now, nde ko na mababago yung consequences ng actions ko. Wala na akong magagawa but to accept all of those. Kahit masakit, kahit nakakamukhang kawawa. Wala eh, andyan na yan. Ginusto ko rin naman kasi eh. So, wala na nga talagang magagawa. Ngayun, ayun nga, I am still floating here. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Wala naman din kasing makakatulong sakin eh, ako at ako lang din. Pati kasi yung mga taong kinukuhanan ko ng strengths, mei mga problems din. Syempre, ayoko rin namang umasa na lang sa kanila forever. Ayoko rin namang problemahin nila yung mga problema ko.

Bakit kasi tumanda ako nang ganito?

Bakit hindi ako naging katulad ng ibang tao dyan na strong?

Bakit wala akong confidence sa sarili ko?

Bakit hanggang ngayun ganito pa rin ako?

I still feel unequipped.

I still feel weak.


I feel so pathetic.

I want to escape from reality.Sana mawala na lang ako.

LORD, please help me. HIRAP na HIRAP na ako.